i just noticed that i demand so much attention. i never say it to the people that i want it the most from, but that doesn't mean that i don't want the attention. i'm not saying it in an insecure way, but you need to care more. i really need to be in the front and center some times. i've grown to be too passive about that. let things happen on someone else's terms and that's wack. i love to feel loved. tell me you miss me. check up on me. care more.
i honestly can't be that girl anymore that just let things fly. show that you care. don't smother me, but call me and talk to me. be my friend. if you can't do that, then i can't do this. i've been thinking a lot about what i want and what i will no longer allow. it's very empowering.
all in all care more but furthermore SHOW IT!