Just a little quick insert in between my music challenge.
Last night, I saw something and snapped. I'm actually in shock that this happened. I didn't put the idea past me, but to see it.. I can't do it anymore. I tap out.
I need some me time. I need time to heal. I need to be honest with myself and not try to patch up bruises with a quick fix. I need to let my wounds heal. One thing about women, we always know what we don't want and never seem to know what we want. I was just going down the wrong path and I had to stop myself. Seriously. It was about get really bad.
No more temporary dating or pretending to go through the motions just because that's what I wanted with someone else.
I'm not interested in anyone but myself.
It really makes me wonder about people who jump from relationship to relationship. It's impossible for me. No matter how hard I try to fake the funk. It's just too uncomfortable for me.
I need to leave New Jersey.