Work has been pretty interesting. It's a new job and it's definitely a dream but I'm having some difficulty. I feel like I have so much to prove and so much to show and I don't have anyone's attention. I know that I just started and have been here for just a couple weeks but I feel like I have to do so much better. The advice that's been given is to just wait a couple of months, it will all work out. And I'm being patient and I don't want to overly complain because it can go just as fast as it came and I know this is the "climb", but man! I haven't felt like this in a while. Some people here at work don't even talk to me! Walk right past me as if I don't even exist.
It's taking true dedication, persistence, and faith to continue to be motivated and hungry. My foot is in the door, I'm not all the way in. This is grind time. I feel more pressure now than I ever did while I was in college. This is make or break. I've been feeling a bit nervous and almost stressed with concern and worry. But I have to relax and just focus. Really focus and not let things that don't matter and will work itself out, and silly twenty something issues bother me.
I came across this quote just now while reading my daily Forbes article.
"When a man realizes his littleness, his greatness can appear." - H.G. Wells
and my oh my have I been a bit small lately.