Shun the Non-Believer

I'm not a jealous person, but there are things and people that bother me. Only because it's associated with a situation, but it bothers me nonetheless.

I'll be completely honest here. If my importance to you was as highly noted as the importance of the person that bothers me so much, then I wouldn't care.

"You are nothing." "This person is everything." Is the constant comparison.

I always feel like some side chick whether it be with someone I'm intimate with, a co-worker or a friend. One of the worst feelings.

Things would be better if I just knew how special, wanted or appreciated I was rather than the complete opposite.

I just need my ego stroked.Then this will all go away.

I also need my period to come. Clearly I'm all over the place emotionally. I'm exotic. What am I talking about?