Thursday, November 5, 2009

.he hates me.

.so there is this boy that i've known my whole life. his parents got married in my grandmothers house-like that's how serious we know eachother, and one would think that we would have a brotherly/sisterly bond but in reality, HE TREATS ME LIKE DIRT.

`normally i would just dismiss him and let him feel his stupid little way about me but i can't escape him. he's my only GodSister's brother. whenever i go to Bermuda, i am face to face in him sleeping in his room. he's always there and he's basically my age (one year older) so it is expected for us to hang out together and relate, but he is so mean to me. he just dismisses me like i'm nothing lol. it's funny but then again it's not. like when i went to Bermuda, he showed me such a wonderful time for half of the week then when it was time for me to go, he didn't even say goodbye to me. i could have died on that plane and he didn't even acknowledge me. i normally wouldn't have a problem because whenever someone is that ruthless towards me, it's because i've given them a reason too but this guy has no reason whatsoever. and it truly bothers me. whenever i try to talk to him about it he tells me it's all in my head and all of his friends tell me they've never seen him act this way towards anyone else and that it must be because i'm American lol but i think it's more to that. and i hope that he recovers from it soon because it's been long enough and i don't want to delete him out of my life. it would be too awkward.

.boys are weird.

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