Wednesday, December 29, 2010

.all we ever do is say goodbye.

.a year came and went. last year this time, i was in atlanta, i was about 20 pounds heavier and i wasn't that happy. i was looking forward to this year, this year of change. i took chances and did new things. got hurt in the process but learned a hell of a lot about myself.

i fell in and out of love
got a boyfriend
lost Chaz
had an amazing summer
made new friends
lost new friends
lost weight
saw my sister have a baby
entered my senior year of college
took chances
did everything that i wanted to do
ended it all
21 years old!

and here we are. decemeber 29th 2010. the end to a wonderful year. a transition. a year of change. endings and better beginnings. i can't wait to see what 2011 has for me. graduation, jobs, Cannes. and an even better me. i'm going to continue to make myself a better person. as i grow up, i'm learning to love myself more and do what's right for me. i have to look out for myself and make sure that i'm happy. i've cut all the dead weight both mentally, physically and emotionally off. i deleted things out of my life that kept me down.

so 2011, i'm ready for you. i'm ready to continue to grow and experience everything new. new year, new experiences. i love change, and though it's scary and hard to embrace at times, i am truly ready for it. most things have changed, but somethings didn't. now in this new year, i'm going to accept the new changes and i won't go back. i can't wait to see what you have in store. :)

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