Sunday, March 13, 2011

.regrets and mistakes, they're memories made.

"when it's for real it's forever" -seriously?

is that so?! how scary is that. mann i'm not trying to be on something or someone if it's forreal. but i can see exactly how that's true. it screams familiarity. but then my friend hit me with the "what about people who have two loves, or get married twice. or what about that person whose spouse dies and remarries." well i mean with the whole death of a spouse, that's a whole different can of worms. my rebuttle to that was this quote "If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. Because if you truly loved the first one, you wouldn’t love another one." then i go back to the "when it's for real it's forever"

i can't really say how i really feel about this. i think i was in love once but it wasn't real on his end. so the feelings of love that i had towards him will eventually die out until i find the real thing. i just have to make sure that my perception of the situation is clear. sometimes i feel like Bruce Willis' character in 6th sense. i only want to see what i want to see.

i'm working on it.

`i've been ok. this past week was my spring break. it was great. just what i needed. :) i'm happy that things worked out the way they did. spent time with all the right people.

1 comment:

A said...

Just because it's "for real" doesn't mean it has to be forever... Just like your experience, it can be very real for one person, but not so for the other.

We all perceive experiences differently. I think the only way you get to forever is with trust,mutual understanding and communication. Love just isn't enough...