"Sometimes I feel like I don't belong anywhere.
And it's gonna take so long for me to get to somewhere.
Sometimes I feel so heavy hearted, but I can't explain 'cause I'm so guarded.
But that's a lonely road to travel, and a heavy load to bear.
And it's a long, long way to heaven but I gotta get there
Can you send an angel..
Can you send me an angel.. to guide me."
Prelude to a Kiss- Alicia Keys
i honestly couldn't have said it better myself. my exact feelings.