I've really been maturing. Of course it's all thanks to my recent immature actions that I only realize this. Timing is really everything. Behaviors that I was once so proud of, are the very ones that I cringe at. Just looking back on some blog posts from a couple years back, I just see how immature I was.
For instance, I took pride in the fact that I could just stop talking to someone mainly without letting them know the reason or even trying to fix whatever problems that I had with them. Now, I wouldn't dare. I value my relationships so much more now than I ever have. Of course, every relationship won't work out and people are in your life for seasons, but to just not talk to someone who you once "cared" for is just wrong. I apologize for that.
I'm also learning to pick my battles. That makes my whole "not talking to you anymore" mentality go right out the window. Sometimes you just have to hush and stop trying. Just let things work themselves out. In my "road to maturity" I've learned to stop fighting so hard. Stop wondering so much. It's very refreshing. Sit back and let someone else try and fight. It has taken so much out of me. I didn't recognize myself in the mirror anymore and now I do.
I started this off with good intentions. But now I'd rather be quiet about my progress lol
Now I'm too mature to finish my post. haha