.wishy washy.

.i hateee* wishy washy people.
`now i can be a victim to being wishy washy, i feel like all people are wishy washy at times, but i hate it when it's consistent. your always renigging (spelling) on what you say. that doesn't really show a lot to trust in you. like some times you need to follow through with the things that you say you are going to do. yes there are distractions and things that can come in between on you doing as you said, but every time? that's whack.

.i also hate people that are so dependent on someone that now it turns into using*.
`there's a thin line between dependency and using in my book and even if it's only a temporary thing, you are still using me. and i really don't like it. and what's sad is that it's at a point or it can get to the point where you are so used to using people, you don't even see the bad in things anymore. it's as if you are a lost hope. and that's the saddest thing in the world to me.

.once you've wished/washed or used me up, i get to a point of disgust. it's like forreal in my book, you'll always be a user and nothing that you say is genuine. i'm trying to work on that for the sake of circumstances and situations that people are in because i know that i can fall short and end up in this place, but for the most part, i pretty much ignore you, or become hard towards you. all the small things that i do, will stop.

.im not sure why i blogged this; just was on my mind i guess.