i'm such an indecisive person. it's probably because when i don't know how things will end up, i get terrified. that's why i'm afraid of death and surgery. i don't like the thought of one day going to sleep and that's it. but i digress from the death and surgery topic. i'm indecisive and it's only to guard my heart. like everyone, i've been hurt but i often blame myself for letting my guards down for it. it's not the best thing to do but i'm sure i'm not the only person to do that. trusting people is not something that i can do easily. i feel like there is a motive behind the things that people say. so i tend to stay in the safe ground. i don't like to get too close. lose and miss opportunities that way. whatever. i'm young. time to have fun right? "/ that even gets scary at times.
`i've found myself steering off the path. i don't like to plan ahead, i like to just live life as it comes to me. take each day one at a time, but sometimes i think and then i get scared. being comfortable is a blessing and a curse. ehhh whatever. i'm not behaving like myself. it's probably because school is about to start and i have to leave lol
.one day at a time.
.one day at a time.
.one day at a time.
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