i think i care more, like more, love more than you.
and that scares me.
though you're there, i feel alone, your presence isn't felt.
and it trips me out.
one ball of confusion.
so i pretend that it's not as much as it feels to be.
then it all feels like a distant dream.
and i hate that it doesn't seem like it really happened.
then i feel alone again.
because i looked to my left and you're still not there.
you're hardly ever there.