.so in the past whenever i would hear about a certain female in regards to this guy that i really liked, i would immeadiately feel some kind of way. and then just now, i realized that it doesn't bother me anymore. this must be a sign of great progress. i mean i never was really a jealous person. i was never jealous of her, i just didn't trust him. and i'm not sure if i even trust him now, but seeing her name pop up more and more, i care less and less.
i've really been catching myself growing up lately. i've done and a lot of reinventing and the results are GREAT. i'm really having the best time of my life right now. :) it feels so great when you learn not to care anymore and just let things go as they are supposed to.