Thursday, April 26, 2012

.let's get in on it public.

I'm dying to do something new! I'm sick of the routine. I feel like I'm in a box. But I know that when I suggest to do something different, spice things up, be spontaneous, I'll be told no.


It really makes me feel crazy. Like come on let's do something fun! Stop thinking and worrying about everything and everyone else and your fears and let's live in the moment! Forget about the plan and let's just live! I'm too spontaneous and optimistic for my own good. I get so bored so fast. I just want and need a partner who is down to do all these crazy things that pop into my head! There's so many things I want to do. Not necessarily bucket list things, but just fun or random things. Like let's go see a play. Let's go to a poetry club. Let's build a tent and camp out one night this summer. Let's just hang out. Ugh I'm so bored.

Seems like when I ask most of my friends, no one is down to do these things.

Maybe I'm too needy? Well oh well. I'm not apologizing for it.

I'm slightly needy and a bit possesive.

I wonder if you guys really know what i'm talking about in the post. seems like everything I see, say, touch, and feel is one thing.

eh I want what I want.


i'm bored at work. i should be working. The big event that I'm working towards is really coming along well. :D Can't wait to tell you all about it.

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