I first realized I couldn't get what I wanted.
This mainly has to do with my career. Over the past few months of me being 23-years-old and attempting to truly understand life and what and who it is I am, I figured out that I'm inpatient. I have the perfect amount of patience when it comes to love. It will happen when it happens. I'm not upset about not being with someone or not having sex with someone right now. That's ok to me. What isn't ok is my career. I want to be a TV Host NOW. I don't understand the "climb" when it comes to work and my career. I don't just sit back and enjoy things and my little responsibilities now. I was shocked when I wasn't offered the position that I wanted.
But most importantly, I was shocked when they discontinued "Sprite: Remix". It was great.